Colds, Flu's and headaches.

i feel ill. ahh not good at all. i better not start the new year feeling ill :( i feel so dizzy and have some next cough and cold too its UNBELIEVABLE :( i just wna get better now. i mean even tumo its gna b new years eve and i wna be so lively for tumo. hopefully i'll get better by tumo :/ well cnt b botherd to type anymore so taa .x

Episodes.

Off to watch all of 90210's first series cos I've missed episodes inbetween and dnt memba which ones they were. its gna b a LONG night. WOOO.

90210

My girls.

GIRLS, I MISS YOU'S :(
whereee are youu maaaan? :'( seriously havnt seen u guys in weeks, and the last like 3 weeks of school was nothing cos we had exams and hardly ever talked. but seriously, girls, where have you's beeeeeeeeen?! :)

Tis the season to be jolly(8)

fa la la la laa la la la laaa,
MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS!!!

My boyfriend's better than yours.

My best friend, My loser, My BITCH ;) LOVE YAA
Jay Carl Leo Floresca Pajarillo.

3 days till christmas.

Christmas holidays are going fassst. The past two days went oxford street and westfield, LOL two days in a row. o gaassshhh. well it was chrstmas shoppping. WOOOHOO
well yesterday went with the greatest person on earth. my boyfriend :DDD wehaay. aaha bought a few things, just makeup reaallyy, nothing special. an here he buys more than mee. what a girl. na im joking x) AND, the snow was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO beautiful :) awwh, but i slipped like 100 times :/ it was toooo funny, and once, i kinda slipped dwn plaistow station and some next old man screams in my face, like herees me litterally about to diie (lol) and some weird man shouts in your face. dudeeee. HAHA he was a weirdo. LUCKY, jay was there to catch meee :)
NOW, today went oxford street and westfeild AGAIN, this time, shopped for the fam. bought my mum and dad presents with my sister, cousin and jay. And when we got home i went to my parents "look i have presseeennnntttss!!!!!" they say "o for hoo ( but sounding not interested cos they dont think its for them)" then i go "FOR YOU'S" then they start getting happy and excited. WHAT LOSSASS. :) ohh christmas, gets everyone in a jolly mood :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS IN 3 DAYS FELLOW BLOGGERS xxx

Happy days.

ahh had the greatest 12 hour sleep today. IT WASS GREAT :) woke up at like 1pm and i felt just marvelouss :D HAHA.omds, i woke up feeling so energetic, lively and just so happy :) loool. theen my mum cooked some niiiceeeeeeeee sweet and sour. YUMAAAY. hahaa. then i played wii sports, wii mario party 8, mario galaxy for 4 HOURSS. Theen, got ready to go out to bluewater with fam. it was great. haha me and mum had a little "mother daughter bond" LOL. it was fun :) awhh, i loved today. but it was probably cos i was such in a great mood. LOL.o weell.

ohh yeah and bluewater looks SO BEAUTIFUL lol. Like every christmas they decorate they're shopping center and even like the outside and it looks so beautiful. i was staring out of my car window like 'woooowww' lol. ohh mayanne

Im so bored!

my room is so entertainless. lol, my TV's not working, well it actually it, its just that virgin tv cut us off there box thingie majigg thingiie, cos my dad didnt pay something cos hes naturally just a filipino and stingy x) so i dont have channels. its just, well, black :/ well i have this stupid old laptop. but its boring me, im on the phone to my boyfriend, BUT SADLY, he fell asleep, jheeezzzzz muuun. i can hear him breathing hard into the mic. HAA awwh, so right now, im preety lonely :(
ladeedadedaaa, tomorrow what am i guna doo.. weelllll i might just fix up my room abit. LOL.fix my cuboard cos its overly messy. oh larrd. i might aswell stick pictures up onto my wall. cos i have time. and THEN after all that hard work and effort i might just play some Wii or playstation ORRR nintendo. OH YEAH. hahahaha i have some sad lifee. OH WELL :)
.....Omy today my mum mustof got some christmas card off of her friends and she got so excited just cos she knows this woman always gives her apprently SO much money in her christmas cards, cos last year she got like 50 pounds. anyway, and when i opened it. it turned out to bee...john lewis 10 pounds voucher. oh yeah :) ahahaa. awww my mum was sad. happily i get to keep it LOL. ohh please, i dont go john lewis. ahaa. mmmmm

ITS SNOWINGG!

(8) Let it snow, Let it snow, Let it snooowwwwwww :)

Just Relax.

FINALLY. mocks are over. ahh, now i can just relax and do whatever i want for the next two weeks. christmas is not too far. then its newyears, then january sales. YAY :)
hahaa. hmmm i have so much things i wna buy, want and do till the end of this yearr. hmm lets seee....

* have a great christmas day with family.
* stand under a misteltoe ;) with my boyfriend. HAHAHAHAHA but we dont even need one. but i just love the fact of a mistle toe.
* Buy a new bag, and a new bag for school.
* Buy ankle boots and boots. LOL
* Buy more SHOES :)
* CLOTHES SHOPPING. but we could possible do thaat in january sales. LOL
* Buy my boyfriend a christmas present. which is hard cos i hate shopping for boys LOL
* Have the greatest newyear and leave the past of this year's bad times behind me and cherish the great timesss.
* Go winter wonderland and ice-skate. even though i cant and probably will break my ass :P
* Buy more make-up and a new hair curler.
* For it to snow on christmas day would be the greatest :D
* Watch movies all day and be a lazy bumm fluf.

..and many more, seriously cbb to type atm. i wna play some games :) HAHAHA
taaaa bloggaaa :D x

Español.

well. off to my spanish speaking and my heads hurting packed with spanish so adios fellow bloggers and hopefully i'll do great.

*cross my fingers, i'll be 'fantasticoo' :) *

Its snowing!

woaah, today went quick. had my last day in my art exam. the last 5 hours and FINALLY completed my peice. ISH. loool. just need to add more detail, but horraay for me :DDD i wnaa take a picture of it and show you u fellow bloggers my hard work. HAA :)
...oh and IT SNOWED TODAAYY. WOOHOOO, its actually christmas, but like sadly he actual feeling of it eing christmas hasnt sunk in yet. still waiting for santa clause to give me presents. HAHA, naaa i dont beleive in him, but my lil bro does. sadly its my father. LOL
ohh decemberrr, family timeeee. NEW YEARSSS. wehaaay. lol. 2010. esssh im getting old, kindaaa :/ oo weeellll. and nearly 2012 olymics. eurrr therefor im nearly 18. ohh dudeeee.

15thDecember.

Today had to go to school for my 10 hour art exam :/ AHH FUN. lol, well at least i got half of the exam over and done with just another 5 more hours and i finished. BUT ive still got my spanish speaking mock to go through. "oh yaaay" im seriously gnaa fail it my speaking, i gna hesitate and all sorts. im gna get nervous :/ ahahaaa. AND to top it off i have a cold so im gna speak with some next accent. ohh jhheezzs
...o gosh, alot of things have been on my mind lately. just related to 'my life'...obviously. but yeaah. LIFE.

mmmm. it doesnt seem like christmas and its really saad :( i want it to snoowwwww. but apprently, according to channel 5 weather man IT WILL SNOW TUMO :DD

Christmas season.

And so how do i feel?

i feel SAD. i feel happy? ahh i dont know anymoree. ahhhhh i really just wnaa cry. i have too much mixed emotions. i dont know how i feel anymore thesee days.
i wna scream soo loud but sadly its midnight and my family's asleep.

i seriously don't know anymoree...
life is great till u get older. recent blogs i was all like o "i wna grow up" but yano what i wna b back to a child. back then everything was just soo much easier. LIFE was easier, u dnt care about anything or anyone, u just play, scream and run. ahhhhhhhhhhhh
I NEED TO CRYYYY
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

i dontt like this feelinngggggggggg. arggghhhhhh. just sleep it offff. sleep it offf.....

Childhood memories.

Watched some old home videos the otherday with my boyfriend and now hes teasing mee. sad right? saying how i had a bowl cut. O PLEASE, lol i never diddd, he didddd!!! hes such a LOOSAA, but i love him evaa so dearly LOOOL. ahahaaaaa, i had a short bob and a fringe and he classafies it as a bob. WHATEVAA MINGA, my guys just BLIND and needs glaasess, "he should of went to specsavers" LOL i dont even go there but O WELL. AND hes teasing me about singing in my home videos. LOL over saaad

PICTURE: me and sis, i was 3? she was 7? : LOVE IT LOL

We had some home video and me and my sis were singing, and the only song we sang majority of the time was barbie doll. LOL. i loved that song, but listening to how i was singing, i DID NOT KNOW the lyrics to it ahahah, o weeell, and NOW im getting teased about my singing voice, i sing FABULOUS ACTUALLY MAATEE. ahahaa. childhood memories make me smile, made me laugh alot and madee my cheeks hurt :/ LOL x

Perfection? ♥

"being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect, it means that you've decided to look past the imperfections.."

sleeeeepy.

cant sleep so i decided to blogggg. omds listening to old song makes me wnaa cry, it just brings back memories!! ahh, well i could call people but its like 2 in the morning and pluus im in a typing on pc, listening to music mood. AND sleepy :/ lol if possible. hmmm. what to blog abooouuutttttttt........ ahh i dont even know. AHH, wait lol. i wna grow up man LOOL. well obvious duur were growing every sceond BUT as in i wna get in my early twentys or 19. lol dno why, probably cos i'll be for free at that age AND MOVE OUT OF THIS HOUSE, hahahaha. hmmm, i cant wait for gcse's to be over but then again A Levels :/ ohh what a joooyyyy. omds, i sound so emosshh. O WELL.
i wnaa get a new hair cut aswell, im getting bored of my hair, i get bored of my hair EASILYYY, hmmm another hair cut? dye hair AGAIN? oh dear ive died it like how many times in my life. okay well its probably not been THAT much but like maybe 10 times? yeahh maybe or moree neva know lol. but i dont want anything overly WOOWAAH lol but yeaah :)
mmmmmmmmmmm, o CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS SEASONNN, (8) santa cluase iss cominggg to tooowwwwnnnn (8) hahaa, ahh i dont even know what i want for christmas, a phone? shopping spree. MONEEY haha o what to chooosee.
yano what yeaah, my bakc in painnnnn :( im getting OLD. its terrible at age 15 and back pains, what the heeellllll. But i chooose to think its my bed matress, which i actually think it iss!!!! lol ahh sad times. i'll just go to a spaa, or ask jay to massage my back for me :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ahh i cnt b bothered to type anymoree. gna try and sleep.
BUTTT lastly,
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND :(....

good night fellow bloggerrs :)

Im a gamerrr.

yesterday i started to play my nintendo ds, and i found it overly fun. hahahaaa, first i played some brain training, get my brain working for the exams ive got nex week, then abit of mario bro's. WEHHAAAY, thats a great game. THEN i played....

COOKING MAMA!

hahaha, had some great fun with that game. hahahaa, its the best game out there. especially if your bored, u can cook yourself some food :DD THEN TODAY, played somemore games with my boyfriend and my cousin. lol, first we decided to play some cards, so simple blackjack and chase the acee and moreee, then poker HOWEVER with 1 pennys LOL cos were poor like thaat. then watched some moovies and MARIO CART :D hahaa greeaat daay :) then finished the day with X Factor.

♥

Italy.

i miss italy. the hot weather, great tasting ice-cream. Rome.♥
just reminising on summer holidays photos and all i see is italy :(

Hola chickasss.

SPANISH MOCK. ahh i think i failed! omdss, reading, listening and writing paper was soo hard :( i sat in the exam room for like 10 mins staring into space thinking *omy im guna write about this hard exam on my blog spot* LOL and i amm. but seriously i never tried to use so much brain power in my life :(
well on the bright side, i got that exam over, READY FOR THE NEXT ONE :D
im so in the singing mood. :DD, byee off to singg. ♥

Currently singing.

♫ if you only knew how much i need you, everyday, you got me baby
im so addicted to you ♫

All mine.♥

my gangstaa teddy bear :) ♥
hes too cool for you maaate, pink with shades. o yeah. ;)